In everything we give God thanks. He does the unexpected. It is not by our own strength that we can make miracles happen.
When I was on stage, I started thinking a lot about my surrounding , about what people could think about me and my music. I was feeling like I was not doing enough. There you go the flesh is talking. Do it like this and do this like that. The spirit of God was still surrounding me and made my heart feel at peace and I just close my eyes.
After my ministration, I still had thoughts in my head coming in to make me feel like I have not done enough, I have not sung like I was suppose to.
To my surprise, people were touched by my songs and started looking for my name. Some people were even asking my back up singers. I saw people congratulate me but I still not realising what happened.
One man looked for my number and called me. He said he was so touched by my song at a spiritual level, loved the musicians and backup singers.
The song also moved 2 unsaved friends who came to the concert to look for a worship experience.
He said that they both kept commenting while I was on stage. The man who is also a pastor told me something I will not forget. ‘Do not underestimate your anointing.’
I would like to encourage someone today that may feel like they are not good enough or not doing enough. Why those thoughts come into our minds? It is because we want to be conformed to this world. We want to please people. It is not about pleasing people. God wants to use us for his purpose. The devil will always try to bring you down with insecurities because he knows that if he let you be what you are suppose to be. You are a great danger to him.
I could not imagine that people in that place could be touched by the Holy Spirit through my ministration. It sounded almost unreal because in my head, i thought I have not done enough.
Remember ‘‘Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the Lord Almighty.’ Zechariah 4:6
If we decide to walk in the flesh, we will not achieve the impossible, it is not our voice, our music or how we look that will change the atmosphere, that will heal, free or touch hearts. It is only the spirit of God.
There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. Romans 8.1
Claire B. Donzet